Monday, 5 November 2018

5 Poems by Gail Rudd Entrekin

Blue Moon
     (the second full moon in a given month, occurring about every 2 ½  years) 

and which isn’t blue, but pearly as an abalone disc

washed ashore above the roof tops.

Just before bed we shuffled out in our slippers and night clothes,

in time to see it break free above the tree line

almost bouncing as the trees relinquished it,

settled back into their quiet places

empty handed.  I helped you find it, that flood

of light, with your broken eyes, 

and we stood there swaying with the trees

marveling.


At the last blue moon we must have been

learning to stand to the newest loss,

your cancer finally behind us, and the Parkinson’s,

your dis-integrating vision waiting in the wings.

At the next one, for all we know we may be gone,

nothing but a memory, and so I yipped a tentative yip,

and then you yipped back in your crumbly voice

that gives way a bit, falls back, and then

my voice began to fill out, lift into a howl

and then, neighbors be damned,

another howl for both of us rose up,

round and full of all the lost and broken things,

lifted up in my chest, poured out of my throat

and the long high note spun

all that loss into silver light.



Chances

That autumn night at my mother’s small apartment

I’d been tossing all night on the narrow daybed

in her alcove room.  She came to the doorway

in her blue nightgown, asked if I was all right.

I can’t sleep, I said, sitting up.

Would you, she asked, tentatively,

almost politely, would you like to lie down

on my bed … on one side of my bed?

She carefully chose her words, did not say

beside me, or with me.  Quickly, before

I thought or felt what I wish now

I’d thought or felt: Oh no, I said.

No.  I’ll be fine.

                              She backed away.

OK, she said, turning to her room.



And she was gone, and there never

came another chance

to lie beside my mother


in this life.


Brewster Road

Killeen, Texas

 There you sit in the yellow bean bag

spit shining your black boots till they gleam.

You’ll line them up before you collapse

on the turquoise aquatic sheets, the water bed

rolling slowly toward me, sloshing away.

The lieutenant retires for the day.  Taps.



When you are funny I love you:

when you do your El Medico accent,

appallingly offensive, or when you are Rock,

the punch drunk fighta from the Bronx

to my Esmeralda Robinowitz, which we do

deadpan for hours.   Also when we have sex --

an activity we invented together and share

on the secret side of the blue beaded curtain --

there is love. 



                          But Vietnam is coming, my formulaic

letters, your uninformative casual missives.  Your hooch maid,

your VD quarantine (which, when I’m finally told,

I will not mind, having myself slept with an old lover.)



You will arrive in uniform, my dad’s welcoming banner

above the porch, and we will not know each other.



Dusty hot days I will sit in front of the window cooler

and cry.  You will call me fat, make fun of me

for eating in front of friends, in private

call me Soldier, issue orders and commands

while you lie back smoking pot, plastic cookie

wrap and soda cans around you on the rug.

And it will all unravel, go to dust, come down

to a few photos in a shoe box on a high shelf.



Already we can feel the air changing, feel

how nothing we believe

will turn out to be true.



Promise

We knew that everything ends.

We said death by the same shot.

We said always.   Lucky, we said.



And when the sidewalk began

to sink on one side, we learned to tip

our bodies, to walk with one leg longer

than the other.  When the air grew thick

we breathed less deeply to avoid the cough,

and later, when everything turned green,

I went blue so you could tell me

from the furniture, the grass.

                                                       When

touch turned to fade, went pale and flavorless,

we added spice, slowed down, savored, slid

from one moment to the next with more

deliberation.  Waves settled to rolling brooks;

in sweet warm waters we bathed

each other’s bodies in our little tubs. 

                                                                    When

I was bent, you bent around me and we saw

how there would be no bullet through both

hearts in the dark bed – only the slow receding

of our powers, our agency, of who we thought

we were, a purifying to our narrow essences,


our small sap flowing quietly away into the ground.



Dream of Carrying Natalie

1.

The snow is over my head

my blue snow suit, my father

laughing, picks me up, takes me

down the stairs, through the billows

of white, the dazzle, the bright –

down where the lawn used to be

down where we roller skated

leans into the deep back seat

and warm, settles me safely

down among the coats.


2.

I hold my arms out straight to the sides, hoping

I can lift her, lovely exhausted Natalie in shirt of grey

her black hair blowing, and she stands

behind me, stretches out, takes hold of my arms

and I lift, we rise up, stars blowing

such an upsweep of relief – I am strong

enough and she is so light.


3.

Natalie and I are drifting now.

Somewhere below

the fragments of her broken son

come together,

knit themselves closed.

We see boys running.

Surely that one’s Logan

whole again.


Bionote

Gail Rudd Entrekin is Poetry Editor of Hip Pocket Press and Editor of the online environmental literary magazine, Canary (www.canarylitmag.org).  She is Editor of the poetry anthology Yuba Flows (2007) and the poetry & short fiction anthology Sierra Songs & Descants: Poetry & Prose of the Sierra (2002). Her poems have been widely published in anthologies and literary magazines, including Cimarron Review, Nimrod, New Ohio Review, and Southern Poetry Review, were finalists for the Pablo Neruda Prize in Poetry from Nimrod International Journal in 2011, and won the Women’s National Book Association Award in 2016. Entrekin taught poetry and English literature at California colleges for 25 years.  Her books of poetry include The Art of Healing (with Charles Entrekin) (Poetic Matrix Press 2016); Rearrangement of the Invisible, (Poetic Matrix Press, 2012); Change (Will Do You Good) (Poetic Matrix Press, 2005), which was nominated for a Northern California Book Award; You Notice the Body (Hip Pocket Press, 1998); and John Danced (Berkeley Poets Workshop & Press, 1983).  She and her husband, poet and novelist Charles Entrekin, live in the hills of San Francisco’s East Bay.

3 Poems by Amit Parmessur

FREEDOM

Between tied boulders on a windy mountain cliff,
slaves in rugged rags
panted and their dreams panicked.

A freedom beckoned,
and five of the barely-covered slaves
showered like raindrops to clinch it.
The freedom sparkled
but the remaining slaves rebelled against it.

The freedom hoisted itself up faster and halted mid-air,
just above The Valley of Bones.
The herd gathered round their leader
as the freedom beckoned louder.

Officers from hell, in friendly hues that day,
kept whipping through the thick trees
to inform them of their true freedom.
But the bitter bondage swelled in their bosom,
blue and raw, as the sun drenched
the spot with solid rays.

And hearts pulverised without deliberation
they all joined hands to shower too.
Their shouts tore the air, seeming bold and free,
blissful and final.

Their freed souls would later learn
that they had left free bodies.
What’s more tragic than runaway slaves jumping
off the threshold of freedom, forgetting
to leave their names along the wind?



THE LEGEND OF ANSE LA RAIE

Today for many people Anse la Raie, north of
Grand Baie, is a place popular for kitesurfing and its
Krab trouloulou. Part of its beach is strewn with countless
Holes during the low tide, and if you are patient enough,
You might see a lot of these reddish crabs. However,
Few people know that very long ago a giant ray arrived
At the tiny and gorgeous bay and soon settled there.
For some reason, though, it started to attack the small
Fishing boats. It would leap out of the water, somersault
In the air and fall spectacularly on the boats which sank
Under the impact. Several boats were destroyed and a lot
Of people killed before the fishermen concocted a plan
To destroy the monster. They had a long metal harpoon
Forged and secured upright on a boat. They then built the
Dummy figure of a fisherman, which they impaled
On the harpoon. The boat was left to drift in the middle
Of the bay. The giant ray was killed when it attacked
That boat; Anse La Raie bears its name from that time.



HUSHED

A bastille with open gates
        Life within a bedecked cemetery

A girl who hurts no one
A sharp blade in her mind

Dreams yet to be seen
Tomorrows yet to be hers

Can’t stay sweet as cotton candy
Will end up hating herself

Every day, many people are ready to weep with her,
but she knows their tears weigh tons, for they
are crocodile ones.

Every night, kneeling by her bed, she lights a matchstick,
holding it upright like a valiant woman. She then fixes
the vacillating flame, as the proud head of the stick burns,
bending in front of her, slowly. She assumes
she’s defeated mankind. And goes to sleep,
inside the bedecked cemetery, inside the bastille.


Bionote

Amit Parmessur, born in 1983, started by writing short stories for The Short Humour Site, winning their Booger Prize for best humour in October 2003. Published in over 150 literary magazines, he has been notably included in best-ofs for Crack the Spine (Winter 2012), The Writing Disorder (2012), Harbinger Asylum (2014 and 2013) and Breath & Shadow (2016). He has also been nominated for Best of the Web Anthology and the Pushcart Prize. His works are inspired from childhood experiences, with a huge dose of fantasy. He currently edits The Pangolin Review, a poetry magazine from Mauritius.


5 Poems by Kristi Rathbun-Nimmo

Atomic Checkered Blankets

wool
warm checkered wool, red
wool, and black against
black skin, charred black
and red
bodies trapped by heat
and atoms at war
molecules, cells, fibers, muscles
at war long after the war
has ended

wool
checkered wool still clinging
to scents of summers spent
on hillsides green
with grasses and sweet
heat of days, summer days sowing
in spite of nations at war
before the flash fires and the burning
bubbled on bones exposed now
and blackened, before melted steel
and twisted cities groaned
with atomic tongues against roofs
parched and crumbling
when, with brushwood burning,
she held your hand and you
kissed her eyelids throughout the night
wrapped in checkered wool of black
and red—

wool cradles your form
quiet and crumbling against
a night painted cold with ash and stars
hydrogen light dripping green
down the dark horizon, pooling
at the roots, new foundations laid
for new generations


Solar Gods

Winged Mercury worships
the sun’s golden face, while
Venus drifts with gauzy secrets
‘neath volcanic lace.

Gaia, sapphire jewel, is flocked
with offerings and flowers,
and warrior Mars, once proud and strong
laments his waning power.

Reigning Jupiter, rotundest of kings
is crowned with Gossamer, Main, and Halo;
while spiteful Saturn, the overthrown
keeps Titans locked in tow.

Uranus slumbers in his diamond skin
while lullabies Titania sings;
proud Neptune, with wings of blue
keeps retinues of darkest rings.

And Pluto, forgotten brother
with dark Charon roams afar
as Eris beautiful and deadly
her discord softly weaves.


Alter Ego

She flits down the hall, her feet
ballet slipper soft on the hard
wood floors, four-inch
studded heels in hand,
those leg-breaking pumps
she knows I'll never wear,
those pumps that might break
a few necks too. Free
of the too-still, too-silent house
she slips them on, smiles
and saunters
down the street.


Jackrabbit Collision
  --from the Greeley Tribune, March 1915

Late in the night,

by bright lantern light,

Frank Olsen went out a-walking.

He got quite a scare,
when out of thin air,

a jackrabbit toppled him over.

He suffered great pain,
a bad ankle sprain,

his family, they wanted justice.

They looked high and low,

but as these things go,
no sign of the rabbit who done it.


reunion

january trees
empty field
hawks’ restless feathers

grasses on two rivers
frost burrowed deep
inside an old forgotten boot

we
lion-tamers all
once

seven years
and nothing left

but wilted
cardboard
crowns


Bionote

Kristi Rathbun-Nimmo hails from Colorful Colorado where she works as the Editor-in-Chief of Chantwood Magazine, as well as a freelance proofreader/editor. Her works include short fiction and poetry which has appeared in The Crucible, The High Plains Register, Luna Review, and others.


3 Poems by Julene Tripp Weaver

Final Resting Place

He reached his peak of happiness
he said, when he bought the acreage
on the road that curved. Done with
a squared off block, he preferred
the ambiguity of the turn
one could not see around, an edge
that would simmer unpredictable,
create distance from the sharp-sheared
corner hedges. He planted tall grasses
that boosted white praying hands
reaching to the sky. Finally, a place
quiet to rest under the tall cedar
perched to hide pavement, with soft
brown needles for under his feet
to silence his world.


Saving Each Other

Earthworms stranded on sidewalks
drowned out of their earth-home
they move slow wanting to return, inch-by-
inch against gravel nowhere to begin
the long climb down. What earthling
comes to their rescue with a stick?
Sweet beings who inhabit this northwest
each person like an earthworm
inching our way home.


Invisible World

“...with every invention comes a spiritual debt that must be paid, either ritually, or else taken out of us in warfare, grief, or depression.” Martin Prechtel, The Sun

At work, I bring up the invisible world
people stare with blank faces

I say how cups in the grass bother me
someone interprets, “the trash”

I forget to talk about the malls that cover streams
and how there is never enough we can give back for all our construction

our beauty is miles from the beauty we lost
I stand witness to the invisible world and its slow dissolving

I want to stop the movement of industrial men through time
I want to pour sense into them, write poetry that will slow them into silence

want to stop them from building walls so close together
that a seagull becomes trapped, can’t spread her wings

this seagull is our invisible world
she cries out for assistance, we walk past

I am as invisible as the seagulls that live at the beach
hungry, voracious for a world that no longer exists

Previously published in Off  the Coast, January 2006, Vol. XII No. 1


Bionote

Julene Tripp Weaver is a psychotherapist and writer in Seattle, WA. She has a chapbook and two full size collections. The latest, truth be bold—Serenading Life & Death in the Age of AIDS, published by Finishing Line Press, was a finalist for the Lambda Literary Awards and won the Bisexual Book Award. Her work is online at The Seattle Review of Books, HIV Here & Now, Voices in the Wind, Antinarrative Journal, Anti-Heroin Chic, and Writing in a Woman's Voice, you can find more of her writing at www.julenetrippweaver.com.

3 Poems by Stefanie Bennett

THE PRESENCE  

Beyond description,
Too wound weary
To hold
           ... The Beloved
Lays
The wild violet
Beside
The Patron
                Saint
                Of soul.



WORD FOREST  

And I saw you return in
        The dream I’d
           Not dreamt



INTERDEPENDENCY       

Moonlight in the pines sets
        The pampas grass
                Purring


Bionote

Stefanie Bennett has published a dozen books of poetry, a novel & a libretto, tutored at The Institute Of Modern Languages – James Cook University – worked with Arts Action For Peace & been nominated for the Pushcart & Best of the Net. Of mixed ancestry [Italian/Irish/Paugussett-Shawnee] she was born in Qld., Australia. ‘The Vanishing’ published by Walleah Press & “Blanks From The Other World” are available from Walleah & Amazon.

5 Poems by Kate Garrett

The corner grave
Old Cemetery, Owensville, Ohio

Rain had worn down
her name, left a few letters
and a stone leaning low
after a century of winters.

I pretended to know her: ‘Elizabeth,
wife of ______’, said good morning
every day before school,

though she’d long ago sifted
down to dust and bones
beneath the roots of our village.

I invented a tragic death,
looked for signs,
willed her to haunt me.

I imagined skeletons
with high collars
and tangled hair hiding
behind the dresses in my closet.

Halloween: I dressed in cream linen,
bobbed for apples, waited
for Elizabeth,
scanned the fields for see-through
shapes on our hayride.

She didn’t show, but I still
insisted a handprint
in red paint smacked against
our shed window, was hers.

(First published at Melancholy Hyperbole, 2013, and in the author's pamphlet The names of things unseen / part of Caboodle, Prolebooks, 2015)


GMT -8 hours

The rain fell
warmer than this
when you were
my latest secret.
I only brought you
out if the moon

was in hiding;
I waited until midnight,

unclipped you from
the washing line

to drink you down with
cheap rosé wine.

well.

you always said you
liked the way

towels felt after
a day drying in the sun:

stiff, scratchy,
difficult to wrap

around your body;
one part of you I loved.

(First published in the author's pamphlet The names of things unseen / part of Caboodle, Prolebooks, 2015)



Petruchio

said I was too old,
like four years is a lifetime,


asked me to buy him a vodka and coke,
            if I was really as nice as I pretended to be,

wished more than anything that I would
punch him in the face,

chastised me for smoking, but took
a drag from my cigarette,

clapped his hands on my hips
when I was too drunk and angry to notice,

reminded me I still seethed and boiled
underneath a still life surface,

tried to knock me down a peg or two,
because I was probably used to being beautiful,

had absolutely no idea
who he was talking to,

would never say I was beautiful,
you can count on that,

showed me a girl’s number, his Friday
trophy: he didn’t need me, he could get anyone,

shouted over the road to say I better
not be watching him piss up this wall –

insisted all women were out to get him,
             agreed that time is a human invention,

walked beside me in dark midwinter,
              stared at his feet like a little boy,

suggested I go home with him after all, maybe
it would be alright, maybe –

hugged me once, then turned away,
             slid into the night in the posh part of town,

disappeared with the taxi’s brake lights,
             left us both untamed.

(First published in the author's pamphlet The names of things unseen / as part of Caboodle, Prolebooks, 2015)


To know, to will, to dare, and to keep silent

He asked if I was a witch, if he’d see
me dancing naked through the trees,

and if I’d meet him at midnight so we
could build a fire. He said I was proper
bonny, a dark faery, just what he wanted.

I said I am, though not that kind of witch,
but he was away with his own faeries—
they brought him needles, lighters, spoons.

So the boy with the clouds
in his eyes said it was fine.

I didn’t say my magic simmered slowly;
I didn’t say a spell isn’t such a quick fix.

I didn’t say that behind closed doors each
night a man searched me for devil marks,

tried to squeeze admissions from my throat,
and threw my words on a fire to warm
his ale-drunk hands, to bind me to him.

I didn’t say that even as we spoke, nettle
roots pushed down through cryptic notes
I’d planted in the garden, and I’d soon be free.

(First published at Peacock Journal, 2017 and in the author's pamphlet Losing interest in the sound of petrichor, The Black Light Engine Room Press, 2018)


Nothing is forever

Now more than ever you know
summer is kissed by impermanence –

the forever of backyard heat blurred
by the running feet of a child

collecting cicada shells from tacky
sap glistening on pine bark, a cluster

of trees, a row of peony bushes
creating a labyrinth where nothing

escapes or penetrates. The insect’s
change from crawling thing to a red-

eyed flurry of wings is complete.
Tilt your face to the sky, and breathe.

(First published in the author's pamphlet Losing interest in the sound of petrichor, The Black Light Engine Room Press, 2018)


Bionote

Kate Garrett is the managing editor of Three Drops from a Cauldron, Picaroon Poetry, and Lonesome October Lit. She also founded the charity webzine Bonnie's Crew, raising funds for the congenital heart unit in Leeds that saved her daughter's life. Her own work is published widely online and in print, and she is the author of several pamphlets, most recently You've never seen a doomsday like it (Indigo Dreams, 2017), and Losing interest in the sound of petrichor (The Black Light Engine Room Press, 2018). Kate was born and raised in rural southern Ohio, but moved to the UK in 1999, where she still lives in Sheffield with her husband, five children, and a sleepy cat.​ www.kategarrettwrites.co.uk​ 


2 Poems by Dean Baltesson

Verses Of The Endless

They have gone mad
contemplating versions
of the black ocean
still waiting to be written
the blond cliffs before it.

Unexpected waves
founder the words
luring us onto rocks
to become predictions of the past
and memories of the future.

All of this experience
is acknowledged and drowned
with equanimity
in the black ocean
still waiting to be written.


Some Time At Sea

How far out to sea
must you chance
to see all
of what is left on land.

How much suffering
must you greet
to acknowledge
what the heart feels.

The colours of the sea
as blue as they are deep
as emerald as emerald
are often too beautiful.

How many more dreams
of a lighthouse
swept beyond the
ultimate sweep of navigation.

How much time at sea
how broad the waters
to know what it was
to be loved.


Bionote

Dean Baltesson is a poet and musician living in Victoria BC Canada. He is currently working on a volume of poetry entitled There Must be Words To Describe This. His poetry and can be found in a number of online and print literary journals or on his recent CD “Covering Ground”



1 Poem by Daniel Ari

We are just passing through

The one who shakes
IS the shaking.

A person can turn into
a shout in the woods
or a long spill of loud tears.
We shake to give ourselves birth.

The saints ask outright for what they want:
'Put your hand on my forehead.'
'Lay myself down.'
'Go away!'
'Water, please.'

The saints only answer yes-no questions;
The saints only answer yes.


Bionote

As poet laureate of Richmond, California, Daniel Ari created the 2017 Richmond Anthology of Poetry, the city's first. His book One Way to Ask (Norfolk Press, 2016) combines original poems in a new form called queron with illustrations created and curated in collaboration with 67 artists including Roz Chast, R. Crumb, Henrik Drescher and Wayne White. The book won the Eric Hoffer da Vinci Eye Award for design and was a finalist for the Lascaux Poetry Prize. Daniel has had work published in Poet's Market, Writer's Digest, Africa Vs Asia Anthology, McSweeney’s, Winning Writers, Defenestration, carte blanche, Thema, NonBinary Review, and many others. He supports his poetic life through his career as a marketing copywriter where he has written haiku for Google.



2 Poems by Pat Connor

In the House Where I Grew Up

The kitchen table

In the house where I grew up

Was wooden, cold and stained



Came apart in the middle

Like so many ruined meals

And other realities hard to digest



Silences which say more than words can say

Furtive glances the only I love you

Support incomplete, bond left unspoken



When we left the house where I grew up

The kitchen table stayed behind

But the dining room table came with us



A place to spend and fear the holidays

An anchor to hold us to our past

When we did not know how to be a family


Epic


My feet

            Set squarely in

                                                The present

My eyes

            Firmly focused on

                                                                        The future



The narrow way

            Seems dangerous and hard

Wrought with strife

And lonely



But, when not absorbed in

            Seeming circumstances

Or caught up in

wavering from



Side

                        to                                                                               

                                                side   



It merely becomes

                                    The surest, shortest distance

            Between two points



The past has passed

                                                The present

Is

But a fleeting gift

                                 

I will hold out for

                                                                        The future

And trust in

                        What it brings



Bionote

Pat Connor's first chapbook, Scarborough Songs, was published by Lyricalmyrical Press in 2013, and charted on the Toronto Poetry Map. Part-Time Contemplative, his second chapbook with Lyricalmyrical, was released in 2016.  He is a manager for the Toronto chapter of 100,000 Poets for Change.

5 Poems by Anna Banasiak

Masquerade

I'm leaving my body
the costumes are borrowed
from the changing room of life
my face belongs to a foreign person
for the moment
someone's invisible hand
removes my life
as a used prop
I'm leaving
to start playing
in the new mask


The art of flying

Sunrise
stops the essence of existence
ducks immersed in silence
fly free like flames
they dive
stagger sacred circles
my soul
spreads its wings
flying between two worlds
happy upon a moment
brightened by a light
approaches infinity


Varanasi

water like a mirror reflects faces of the dead
in the play of light and shade I melt

time has stopped in the flight to eternity
bodies sail in the cycle of birth and death

river accepts everything
it takes the memory of things

in tranquil breath of reality
I float on the other side

I can fly higher and higher
passing the limits

born from a drop of creation
in the last gasp of life I pass


The Metamorphosis

life fell apart
hid
in the shade
of being

in silence
I'm
music
I play

stopped
in existence
over
time


The Dancer

a drop of water
unique in cosmos
in the changing river of time
passing like a single life
I'm only a shadow
dancing in the emptiness


Bionote

I'm a poet and literary critic. My poems have been published in  New York, London, Surrey, Australia, Canada, India, Africa, Japan, Israel. I'm the winner of poetry competition in London,Berlin and Bratislava. I'm interested in art and psychology.





5 Poems by Allen Qing Yuan

Tree-ception

standing on the shoulders
of your elder wood
where the sides curve into faces
long, disfigured yet noble

your arms embrace outwardly
not afraid to be broken,
because they are inseparable

your veiny growth pumps through
the stump, a heartbeat so subtle
like a tambourine against the clouds

your skin is so thick, yet you are so open
learning from the sun
feeding yourself with its rays of nourishment
you will rise, a living legacy.
*


A Small Wish

I would rather be a leaf
Whose body may contain
The secrets of a whole forest

Or

A single dewdrop
Whose soul can see
Through an entire ocean


How Come

You really
        Me? She
Us? I
        You? He
Them? One
        Her? We
You? It
        Us? They
Him/her?


In the Forest of Life

He kept felling trees
One after another

Not to see whose ring is
The roundest, but to taste

Which cut offers the finest
And most fragrant sawdust


Four Haiku

Vase
Ever so eye-catching
Whether it stands high or low
With a hollow heart

Walnut
Always invisible
Behind its deeply wrinkled skin
Yet full of brains

Man-Spider
We are all spiders
Confining our lives to webs
Hung at dark corners

Leaf
High up on tree’s top
You flutter with power and pride
Until your downfall


Bionote

Allen Qing Yuan, author of Traffic Light, is a 2-time Pushcart and 2-time Best of the Net nominee. A former co-editor of Poetry Pacific, Allen is currently working full-time as an intern from the University of British Columbia. Since grade 10, Allen has had poetry appear in more than 70 literary publications across 16 countries, which include Cordite Poetry Review, Literary Review of Canada, Poetry Scotland, Shampoo and Spillway.

2 Poems & 4 Photos by Keith Moul

A Chief Speaks His Truth

After the massacre of whites,
the long row of gallows,
and the vengeance felt
in white hearts, the sun
abandoned its heat, life.
No peace separates us from
rent red hearts of guilty Sioux,
no rain washes hatred away
or fear of scalps piling high.
Few of my braves stirred
into the cauldron, yes, but
justice for them would be
justice for all of our tribe:
our homes now abandoned,
our fields now burned, our
weapons broken, tools seized
to humiliate each sinew of work.
I will not kneel to pray again.

Prairie nights will be cold.
More new days burden us so.
Whites will displace yet again,
to emptiness in the Indian lands.


Never to Kneel

I laugh in ample space among elms; in my field,
so much pleasure, persistent, through my years.

Seasons speed past, yes, but my father left me
not only his land, from his father, generations
in fact, but with no trace of malice detectable.

Hard winds may punish things staunch: family
that abandons shelter; me risking too much
on the tractor aiming at long furrows, no time

for a voice to escape; but still hardly one step
from complete perfection, a permanent faith.

Snow may deluge the path, but all is at peace.

My neighbor rebukes time passing as an enemy:
he finishes his work, but hates both cold and heat;
he rushes himself and his family to the foundation
of the house, to face the brutal storm; he exposes
his family to troubling fears, but meaning no harm.

My neighbor defiles this land, his land by right;
demeans the soil that gives him life, not to kneel.









Bionote

Keith Moul’s poems and photos are published widely. Finishing Line Press released a chap called The Future as a Picnic Lunch in 2015. Aldrich Press published Naked Among Possibilities in 2016; Finishing Line Press has just released (1/17) Investment in Idolatry. In August, 2017, Aldrich Press released Not on Any Map, a collection of earlier poems. These poems are from a new work about prairie life through U.S. history, including regional trials, character, and attachment to the land.

5 Poems by Yuan Changming

Nesting

With grasses from epics
          Sticks from philosophy
Feathers from contemporary art

We are all busy building nests of meaning
So our souls could settle there
          High up as if on Ygdrasil



Avihs || Vishnu 

Mornings || they disperse || beyond || the corn
Fields, || separately. ||Sunday
She || throws

Her partner’s computer || (midnight)
Into the garage.|| George ||who
In many || a city || upgraded || his software

Upgraded || hers.
They will || stop over || an island
Separately.|| Your son

Hated || all || mushrooms
George mentions – do you recall || yourself?
To a single mind,|| their spirits || evaporate



Dataism 

1/ The End of a Beginning

Given   each organism  as a biochemical  algorithm
Your life is a programed process proving
Your consciousness is actually far      less
Valuable than a fucking      Frankenstein’s AI

2/ The Beginning of an End

Through human-computer interface
My mind has become     part of     a robot
While the robot part of me

As     data exchanges with     my consciousness
Or flow between each other on their own
Where can I find my true self?



Turing Test

There is-- no solution -- to this
--Problem of --the other mind
Harbored-- in my bedmate’s --body:

After --35 years --of marriage
Or communication --inside out--
Are --you a cyborg human, --or

Am I a --human cyborg? --Perhaps
We --are both dreaming in a --virtual world
--Like a lost digital --artifact?



The Meaning of Evolution

More advanced in evolution
Than     their human masters are     chickens
As they     outnumber the     stars in the whole
Universe, and     occupy     every corner of
The entire planet, but as in-dividuals

No chicken can fly higher than a low

Fence, make love within its confinement
Or live together     with its children. The     only
Thing     they do besides     laying eggs and growing
Meat is standing     there, day and night,     as if

Meditating about the meaning of evolution


Bionote

Yuan Changming started to learn the English alphabet in Shanghai at age 19 and published several monographs on translation before leaving China. With a Canadian PhD in English, Yuan currently edits Poetry Pacific with Allen Yuan in Vancouver; credits include ten Pushcart and three Best of the Net nominations, the Naji Naaman's Literary (Honour) Prize 2018, Best of the Best Canadian Poetry (2008-2017), BestNewPoemsOnline, Threepenny Review and 1,469 others across 42 countries. 



2 Poems by Patrick Theron Erickson

EATING DISORDER

I buy the loaf
for want of praise

and break the bread
alone and eat

never missing the leavening
nor the wheat taken away

I grow indolent
on the worthless filler

and never know the lean
nor the stout ones
too long at the lard

nor their leaner friends
forever dieting

The more I’m made
of boastful stuff

the more I binge
the less I purge.


SLALOM

As surely as
wisdom hones its tribute
razor sharp

sanity
is the whetstone

and truth
the razor’s edge

Therefore
keep your wits
about you

and sharpen your skillset
your intellect

Don’t dumb down
to beat the rush

For learning
is a slippery slope

and knowledge
the downhill plunge.


Bionote

Patrick Theron Erickson, a resident of Garland, Texas, a Tree City, just south of Duck Creek, is a retired parish pastor put out to pasture himself. His work has appeared in Poetry Pacific, Grey Sparrow Journal, Cobalt Review, and Burningword Literary Journal, among other publications, and more recently in Right Hand Pointing, Tipton Poetry Journal, Wilderness House Literary Review and Danse Macabre.

4 Poems by Hayley Mitchell Haugen

Ephemeral
(for David)

it can rain down in cinders

at the strike of any kitchen match


get tossed into corners, crumpled

and forgotten among the day’s lost words


look, already it has lifted from us,

floating towards our personal history

like so much paper on the wind


where did it go, our first year —

so fragile, so fleeting — this time

I nearly forgot to cherish


The Blue Wife

read a story once about a woman
who walked into a cornfield, just left
her gaping husband at a roadside Super-quick
and strolled into the embrace of night,
the fireflies closing the gaps behind her,
briefly lighting the spaces she had been.

Blue Wife, though, is no romantic: the forest
behind her house slowly encroaches,
all coyote howl and jaw bone, deer tic
and smothering kudzu. Poison ivy strangles
her shrubbery, darkens the sun porch walls,
and the hope that is the firefly, is too fleeting
to light the way.


Politics

The Grimm girl wakes up in November

To an awful stench

Some tangled evil rotting on the US beaches

In the sewer drains – they call it a transition.


Grimm girl doesn’t wait till January to pack her bags

She simply takes what she can carry,

Retreats back to the forest

Quick and silent

To the safety of the wolves.


Sloth Must Know Something
(for Connor Ewing)

because sloth is always smiling – could be

sloth just sees you coming, turning that head

ninety degrees, or that up high, hanging

around in a forest of rain and clouds,

the best leaves are the ones others can’t reach.

Sloth is so slow algae grows on sloth’s own

furry backside, but that’s all right, sloth thinks,

green camouflaged ball that sloth is, perched in

a fork of tree. Sloth doesn’t get around

much but can breaststroke as well as any

water polo player – if sloth wants to.

Most days are best for snacking, for sleeping –

ten to twenty hours if need be. Sloth’s

got the pacing wired – so what that sloth climbs

only six to eight feet each day? Sloth’s got

this sloth-body down, sloth’s own slothy joy,

like all the other sloths sloth knows, and, yes,

like healing boys.


Bionote 

Hayley Mitchell Haugen holds a Ph.D. in 20th Century American Literature from Ohio University and an MFA in poetry from the University of Washington. She is currently an Associate Professor of English at Ohio University Southern, where she teaches courses in composition, American literature, and creative writing. Her chapbook What the Grimm Girl Looks Forward To appears from Finishing Line Press (2016), and poems have appeared, or are forthcoming, in Rattle, Slant, Spillway, Chiron Review, and many other journals. Her critical work appears in Proteus, The Body in Medical Culture, On the Literary Nonfiction of Nancy Mairs, and Stephen King’s Contemporary Classics: Reflections on the Modern Master of Horror, and elsewhere. She edits Sheila-Na-Gig online: https://sheilanagigblog.com/

1 Poem by Ken Williams

EARTH IS SICK

Earth is sick
feverish ocean temperatures
birth monster storms
still-born fishing grounds
heat shimmering off baked lands, drying
dying farm lands, ravaged forests
fifty-foot towering monster waves
chews shores
high tides swamping lowlands
thunder shoots from mouths of cannons
harsh hellish winds, sounding like crying butterflies
having their wings pulled off
rushes us as a malevolent force
and—lighting hurled by angry gods

Earth is sick
feverish symptoms
coma thrashing nightmares
hurricanes larger than mythical legends
rise ever higher
Earth’s attempt to heal mankind’s
foolish actions—poisonous flooding of
her skies before its too late

Fools, Fool-In-Chief
driven by insane greed
ignoring reality
till it is too late

Earth is sick
pandemic fires sweep the West
flooding skies with ash
reducing sun to smudgy ball of fire
Hurricanes harass the Gulf
epic tornados tear the Heartland
killer floods swamp Bangladesh

Deliriously Earth tosses and turns
fighting desperately for her life
only way she knows how
like our bodies would, do fight an infection
only question is:
Will the human race fight likewise
or, instead will we go quietly
into that good night


Bionote

Ken Williams worked as a social worker for the homeless, primary the mentally ill, but including veterans, women, the elderly, drug and alcohol addicted and the physically disabled in Santa Barbara CA for over thirty years.  His dedication to his clients has been acknowledged by the Board of Supervisors, the State Senate, State Assembly, A.C.L.U. Santa Barbara Chapter, Housing Authority, California chapter of the National Association of Social Workers, Mental Health Association, Salvation Army, Catholic Charities, National Council on Alcoholism and Drug Abuse and others.  The late Paul Walker highlighted his work in the documentary, SHELTER which Paul produced.  He is a disabled combat Marine veteran of the Vietnam War.

            His writings have appeared in Columbia University’s: Columbia Journal, Cecile’s Magazine, the Huffington Post, The Potomac, A journal of Poetry and Politics, Mobius, Better Than Starbucks, The Criterion, Slab Lit. Mag. U. Penn, , S/tick Magazine, The Fear of Monkeys, Indiana Voice Journal, VietNow, Haggard and Halloo, Scars Productions, Military Experience and the Arts, Resistance is Fertile, Bitchin’ Kitsch, Metaphor Magazine, The Good Men Project, Edhat, 1888.center The Creative Truth, noozhawk, Down In The Dirt Magazine, Hektoen International, Ibis Head Review, Hello Horror, Santa Barbara Independent and the News-Press.  FRACTURED ANGEL is his most recent novel.



1 Poem by Darren C. Demaree

EMILY AS THE ROT

I am not aging well.
Emily is aging appropriately.

I’m glad we made extra promises

to each other after
that wedding ended.


Bionote

My poems have appeared, or are scheduled to appear in numerous magazines/journals, including Diode, Meridian, New Letters, Diagram, and the Colorado Review. 

I am the author of six poetry collections, most recently 'Many Full Hands Applauding Inelegantly' (2016, 8th House Publishing). My seventh collection 'Two Towns Over' was selected as the winner of the Louise Bogan Award by Trio House Press, and is scheduled to be released in March of 2018. I am the Managing Editor of the Best of the Net Anthology and Ovenbird Poetry. 

I am currently living and writing in Columbus, Ohio with my wife and children. 

3 Poems by Grant Guy

Until

My language and voice to give what I saw as truth was crippled

I crippled my voice myself to keep the unwanted language at a distance

Unable to do harm   because love and death are the same word

I thought the walls I built were as strong as a granite to keep the words out


Until

Until you found my heart and made it virtuous

Until you found my bed and made it virtuous

Until you eroded the granite stone fortress against the unwanted words


A new sound has entered into my ears that are not frightful


It does not matter if we are in the quiet hours of the night

Or in the golden daylight of a July afternoon


Wherever the words new sound travels   in laughter or tears

We could be holding hands or kissing the new sound

You could be angry at me    or I angry at you

Sings sings sings out

The new sound   the new song   of my wanted language


I

Love you


The Pioneer of Hope Collapsed


The pioneer of hope collapsed

At the feet of the veteran of despair


The pioneer's funeral was a sad occasion

The preacher was late being caught up up in cross town traffic

And forgot the the name of pioneer  fumbling through his notes

An out of tune marching band  played the Danse Macabre


The faint hearted mourners wrapped in bronze dread

Their acid malevolent blind eyed faces void of the next day

Projected out onto the super highway's dead end

Were turning to pillars of cynicism

Deaf mute and blind


Yet

Somewhere a sunlit cellar

Here there and everywhere

Seen and not seen

Scene and not scene

The orphaned children of the pioneer

Are secretly birthed Zeus


I Was a Disease

I was a disease

All that came close to me got sick

Until she soothed the man

And made me human

The end of pain


She took into the shadow of love

She did not lead me

She did not hold my hand

She was not the Stalker in the zone of love


I took footfall steps of trepidations steps

Sliding one foot carefully in front of me

I crossed to the other side of the shadow

Like a swimming reaching the far shore of a lake


I wanted to shout out the love that renewed me

She put a finger to her lips

A whispered is the proper refrain

Do not shout out my love like a boastful worshipper

Do not make a scene of my redemption

To be in it is enough

To live it is enough


I walked through the shadow of love


Bionote

Grant Guy is a Winnipeg, Canada, poet, writer and playwright. Former artistic director of Adhere + Deny. His writings have been published in Canada, the United States, Wales, India and England. He has three books published. He was the 2004 recipient of the MAC’s 2004 Award of Distinction and the 2017 recipient of the WAC’s Making A Difference Award.

2 Poems by Megan Denese Mealor

Obstinance

your aberration
is dyslexic and frail,
bats beating at the brink
maniacal mirage
of untapped blue devils
and untested claws

still lamenting the loss of your geometry

you believe in nothing
but Van Gogh’ s fatal heart

ink into armor into prism into psalm
psalm into sonnet into starling into song

painting true love as an exaltation of larks


Suicide Attack

I raised the dead once,
by the handhold of a coma,
beneath the ruin of our grave.

They came stumbling
with their graceless marrow
clamoring from cobwebs,
gasping for the breath
reserved for my last rose.

They sobbed with transient twilight,
choking on severed shadows
from terminal sunsets
and blood-boiling moons.

They asked me, voiceless, waning,
how did I see the sky?

I answered:

in every battling, burning color,
in every flicker of foaming fire
beyond his storming seas.


Bionote

Megan Denese Mealor spins words into wars in Jacksonville, Florida, where she lives in imperfect harmony with her partner and 4-year-old son. Her work has appeared in numerous journals, most recently Literally Stories, The Ekphrastic Review, Haikuniverse, Right Hand Pointing, Neologism Poetry Journal, Liquid Imagination, Former People, and Third Wednesday. Diagnosed with bipolar disorder in her teens, Megan’s main mission as a writer is to inspire others feeling stigmatized by mental illness.

5 Poems by Alice Elizabeth Rogoff

Sesshu

Sesshu’s

black lines,

inking leaves,

limbs of trees

white spaces,

painting in a circle

snow on paper,

snowfall on paper,

feeling of harmony

in the winter sky.

Sesshu: Fifteenth Century Japanese Zen monk and artist.


Call It Bloom

The amaryllis

is three feet tall,

its red blossoms

beginning to open.

At the museum,

Georgia O’Keeffe’s

flowers bloom

on canvas.

In the conservatory’s gardens,

the tropical plants

wait to be

drawn.


The Train Across Canada

The train

Veering and winding

Through the mountain paths

The train drops down steep inclines


The tamaracks

Pines that change from green to gold

Shivers of needles

Translating


The frost

Settling


Through the window

The moon

Like a white dog

Howls melodiously

We sing softly to ourselves


Beyond the mountain paths

A native village

Beyond my sight.


Geometry Problem

White wolves

Howl on blank pages

On Montana mornings

And California switchbacks.

Coyotes roam

Urban hills,

Lovers roll in the snow

Creating angels.

Angels fly in the tree tops,

And sometimes I’m happy

As the night wraps

Its arms around stars and me.


 The Chagall Exhibit of the Bible
at the Jewish Museum, New York City

On the walls of the Jewish Museum,

Pictures of the animals

And the ark,

Like our life,

Our rocky voyages

Bouncing off Central Park,

Horses trotting by;

Doves will fly back,

And bring news of land,

Messages of hope,

Arriving together

At high school reunions,

Coupling on swaying boats,

Planning trips to

Archaeological sites

In Turkey,

We are suspended

On a point on top of

A hill,

The water seeping away,

Revealing dry ground;

Green pastures

Appearing.


Bionote

Alice Elizabeth Rogoff, originally from New Rochelle, New York, lives in San Francisco. She has an MA in Creative Writing from San Francisco State University. Her poetry book Mural won a Blue Light Book Award, and another poetry book Barge Wood is published by CC. Marimbo Press. She received an Individual Literary grant from the San Francisco Arts Commission for a poetry project. She is a Co-Editor of the Haight Ashbury Literary Journal.

3 Poems by John Bartlett

THE BLUE

The blue of the ocean snatched up by sky
Fog smudges this perfect landscape
I wait to be called by name
The violinist on the street oblivious

Fog smudges this perfect landscape
Apple-trees glow like stop lights
The violinist on the street oblivious
As children sleep, buried in dreams

Apple-trees glow like stop lights
Crowds surge like advancing tides
As children sleep, buried in dreams
The sea drifts on with no guilt

Crowds surge like advancing tides
Somewhere a single gull complains
The sea drifts on with no guilt
A small boat on a vast canvas

Somewhere a single gull complains
I wait to be called by name
A small boat on a vast canvas
The blue of the ocean snatched up by sky



SHAME

Let tides untie my deep desires,
retreating waves reveal my shameful dreams.
The roar of surf cannot erase
past deeds so badly done.

My crimes fly all around me
like startled crows in fright.
My guilt and shame,
the signs I tried,
but often failed to be
the man I thought I was.



Danger

A knife in a drawer full of spoons
Smiles unsheathed like swords
Dangers lurks in the bottom of your glass

Outside the door marauding tigers
A teabag might strangle you
A lawnmower take revenge

Sharks tread water patiently at beaches
Even serial killers queue at libraries
Assassins lurk in every shadow

Why bother getting up in the morning?
The cat might break your leg
But there’s something truly compelling about living
Even if it’s all over just too soon.


Bionote

John Bartlett‘s non-fiction and essays have been widely published and will be collated into an e-book entitled A Tiny and Brilliant Light to be released in November 2017. He is the author of two novels, Towards a Distant Sea and Estuary and a collection of short stories, All Mortal Flesh. He blogs regularly at: http://beyondtheestuary.com/

1 Poem by James Croal Jackson

PORTRAIT OF A KITCHEN

Rather, it’s about the void she left
behind– no dirty dishes in the sink,
no hand to move the plates out
from the coffins of the cabinets.
Used to be hot soup was what
we wanted to come home to
when we wanted to come
home, but the chicken rots
in the fridge and even its
memory chokes on
cold forever air


Bionote

James Croal Jackson is the author of The Frayed Edge of Memory (Writing Knights Press, 2017). His poetry has appeared in FLAPPERHOUSE, Yes Poetry, Serving House Journal, and elsewhere. He edits The Mantle, a poetry journal. Find him in Columbus, Ohio or at jimjakk.com.

2 Poems by Larry Rogers

Sipping a Bud in the He’s Not Here Club

It made the cowboys nervous

when the cowgirls began

dancing with each other;


there were so many cowboys

willing and available.


When the cowgirls persisted

the cowboys became morose.


Even today many sit bitterly alone

or simply dumbfounded


in dimly-lit roadhouses


Intact

Every so often a certain expression

will creep or romp across her face

revealing something else about her

that she doesn’t want known. “It’s

what you get for harboring so many

secrets,” he good-naturedly chides.

“Someday, like those dancers at the Gentleman’s

Club, you’ll be totally exposed.” “That

isn’t funny and neither is this,” she advises,

sweeping up the pieces of a favorite vase

he knocked over tiptoeing in earlier this morning.

“You break everything you touch,” she tells him.

But when he touches her later she appears to remain intact.


Bionote

Larry Rogers is a singer/songwriter. Growing up, he lived for a while in Berkeley and Compton, California, but was mostly raised in a potting shed trailer in the piney woods of west central Arkansas--a sanctuary for moonshiners, marijuana growers, and merry (and not-so-merry) pranksters. His poems and stories have appeared in Misfit, Hanging Loose, Nerve Cowboy, Pearl, Rattle, Wormwood Review, and The Denver Post. He lives with his wife in Fort Smith, Arkansas.

2 Poems by Johnny Longfellow

Goodnight
             —for Diane

I’m telling ya’—really!—they’re only friends.
It’s jus’ . . . well . . . evenin’s drawin’ to a close,
An’ though they’ve done their best, it always ends
The same ol’ way. Grown shy now, nose to nose,
There’s no goodnight ‘til someone reaches out
To hol’ the other. See? They’re drawn inside
That unmapped place, where, fearful, full o’ doubt,
Both long to lose their way.
                                                   Ya’ think they’ve lied?
If so, their lie is rendered with such care
As only two ol’ friends can show (his hand,
All tender, brushes back a wisp o’ hair;
Her neck, more tender . . . mmmmmm). They understand
What’s placed at risk. They try to make it right:
They’re friends. They kiss. They only kiss goodnight.

                                     
Postcard to my Suicide

Dear S—
               I thought o’ you,
and jus’ the other night,
in fact. It made me feel
I really oughta write
this little note an’ say,
I love it here. The sky
is blue. The sea is blue.
An’ well . . . that’s all.
                                      Bye-bye


Bionote

Johnny Longfellow is the editor of the online poetry site, Midnight Lane Boutique. His own poetry has appeared in The Barefoot Muse, The Road Not Taken, The Rotary Dial, and other journals. In addition, he has served for over twenty years as a mentor to Newburyport, MA high school students through the Poetry Soup reading program and print journal. Follow him on Twitter @BAD_ACID_LABS

1 Poem by Adam Reynolds

(solitude)

the most faraway
song, i’ve come
so far without

what has slept
in the decades

not knowing how
to be

knowing what i
am, your touch
wakens


Bionote 

Adam Reynolds is published in poetry journals such as Ink Sweat and Tears, Orbis, Borderlines, Ghazal Page, The Literateur, and 10x3, and currently works in heritage in the Middle East.

1 Poem by Pamela Hobart Carter

A TOO LARGE FACE

It is how we think of childhood
and death, paler

than their awful selves, tall
versions when they are taller

and interfere more with cirrus
and icy jet trails

when it is in simple actions
such as sliding a book

from a shelf marked fiction
or stacking delicious impending purchases

on the counter by the cash register
the heart stops

and worlds fail and how
it is—my end, yours—

becomes as obvious
as a too large face

we must admit daily
is familiar and in need of attention


Bionote

Pamela Hobart Carter used to be a teacher who wrote on the side. Now she is a writer who teaches on the side. Some of her plays have been read and produced on Seattle stages. Long ago she trained as a geologist.

1 Poem by Katacha Díaz

Sunrise Seascape


Ring in the new year, light and carefree,

with early morning hike, binoculars in hand,

to catch first day sunrise at Makapu’u Head.



See stunning views of O’ahu’s windward

coast, turquoise sea below, offshore islets,

and red-roofed Makapu’u Lighthouse.



Binoculars, viewing scope and interpretive

sign along the trail help identify Hawaiian

seabirds and spot migrating humpback whales.



Capturing the first day sunrise in a tropical

paradise is like a love affair —

so beautiful that it couldn’t last.



But even the briefest of

moments last a lifetime.


Bionote

Katacha Díaz is a Peruvian American writer. Wanderlust and love of travel have taken her all over the world to gather material for her stories. She earned her BA and MPA from the University of Washington. She was a research associate at the University of California, Davis. Among the children’s books she has authored is Badger at Sandy Ridge Road for the Smithsonian Institution’s Backyard series. Her writing appears or is forthcoming with The Pangolin Review, Anak Sastra, The Galway Review, Barely South Review, Westview, Visual Verse, The MacGuffin, Medical Literary Messenger, Cecile's Writers', Peacock Journal, Flash Frontier, New Mexico Review, Gravel, Foliate Oak, and elsewhere. She lives and writes up in her perch with a wide view of the Columbia River in the Pacific Northwest.


1 Poem by Erren Geraud Kelly

Snowflakes

cover the ground like broken
dreams
they are god's fingerprints
left on the world

like a computer
spilling out
code,
the shy sheds its
skin
after showing its
scars.

i watch a woman strip
until her body becomes
winter
i touch  her and
she becomes
dreams


Bionote

I am a Two-Time  Pushcart nominated poet from Boston . I have been writing for 28 years and
have over 300  publications in print and online in such publications as Hiram Poetry 
Review, Mudfish, Poetry Magazine(online), Ceremony, Cacti Fur, Bitterzoet,  Cactus Heart, Similar Peaks, Gloom Cupboard, Poetry Salzburg and other publications. My most recent publication
was in Black Heart Literary journal; I have also been published in anthologies such as "
Fertile Ground," and Beyond The Frontier.” My work can also been seen on Youtube
under the " Gallery Cabaret," links. I am also the author of the book, " Disturbing The Peace," on Night Ballet Press. I recieved my B.A. in English-Creative Writing from Louisiana State University in Baton Rouge. I also love to read and I love to travel, having visited 45 states and Canada and
Europe. The themes in my writings vary, but i have always had a soft spot for subjects
and people who are not in the mainstream. But i never limit myself to anything, i always
try to keep an open mind.

2 Poems by John Grey

SOLITARY MAN AT THE PARTY

He sat silent on a sofa
between two huddles of loud talkers,
with no idea what he was doing in that place.

He was as still as the December air outside,
while imagining himself
down on his knees,
begging to be allowed into a conversation.

The rooms were crowded
with barely enough room
for him to wonder
if he was really there at all.

He was just another table lamp,
a coaster, a plate of canape crumbs.
Nothing human. Nothing of consequence.

When he got up to leave,
his host thanked him for coming.
He wasn’t sure who she was thanking.

It was only, outside,
in a hallway alone,
that he realized.


WALLFLOWER

You are not fanged.
You are not striped.
And you are far from the bravest.

Your tongue’s not fire.
Your words aren’t sequined.
Silence is the height of your rhetoric.

And here you are,
on that chair against the wall,
immaculately invisible.

You do not hunt.
You are not hunted.
If there’s to be a kill
it has most likely happened already.


Bionote

John Grey is an Australian poet, US resident. Recently published in Examined Life Journal, Studio One and Columbia Review with work upcoming in Leading Edge, Poetry East and Midwest Quarterly.  








2 Poems by P. C. Scheponik

Sparrow Song

A trinity of sparrows came to me

while I was sitting beneath an oak tree

at a weathered picnic table in the park,

a placid place where I am able

to seek the words that would express

my soul’s deep longing for the caress

of God’s own hand upon its face—

the touch of truth, the feel of grace

loosed in me in bountiful ways.

The perfect moment, time and space

suspended,

as if to wait for beauty and truth to be

blended—

the words to be born—

the meanings bud, the sounds form

their dream petals deep inside.

The way the yolk within the egg resides,

a golden sun that silently hides

‘til it clothes itself in the promise of

feathers, in the purpose of song.

Then breaks free from the shell

to enter the world where it belongs,

for a time to fly, for a time to sing,

like these tiny sparrows so close to me.

I could almost touch; I could almost reach

the truth in their sweet song.


The Understanding

Though I live to write these words on these lines,

they cannot give me life.

They are just a way of holding on to an idea of who

I am.

How I number myself among the multitude of leaves

on the trees, or stars in the sky, or waves in the sea.

Who am I?

Who am I?

How can I be of any significance amidst all I see

of beauty, of beauty’s truth surrounding me

in this world.


Bionote

P.C. Scheponik has published four collections of poems: Psalms to Padre Pio (National Centre for Padre Pio, INC), A Storm by Any Other Name and Songs the Sea has Sung in Me (PS Books, a division of Philadelphia Stories), and And the Sun Still Dared to Shine (Mazo Publishers). His work has also appeared in a number of smaller journals. Most recently he has been published in All the Sins Literary Journal and Adelaide Literary Magazine (Number 7 Volume II June 2017). As well, he was a finalist and winner in Adelaide Literary Magazine Awards 2017 and will be published in the Adelaide Literary Magazine Awards Anthology for 2017.



2 Poems by Phil Wood

Ignored

The paragraph of mud
muffles our boots. Two birds
skip rocks, a rain-happy stream;
they splash their fearless joy.


Open Window

The butterfly net fraying
in the fossilized light
of his study. My flutter
of childhood escapes.


Bionote

Phil Wood works in a statistics office. He enjoys working with numbers and words. His writing can be found in various publications, including:  Jellyfish Whispers, Autumn Sky Daily, Nutshells and Nuggets, Nine Muses Poetry.

2 Poems by Richard Luftig

Oku

In Japanese, a farthest, dead-end place


These unlucky pines

go against their fate.

Each pine the only



pine, each moment

the only one

in this life. I look



and see no-thing,

turn my face

to the hawk



wind, coldest

of winter.

Today is all



I am, perhaps

the last poem

I ever might be.



Poppies

Plant two on your hill

And in fall songbirds will feast

On the seeds. Next spring



You will have one-hundred

Times the flowers spreading

Among the pinyon oak.


Bionote

I am a former professor of educational psychology and special education at Miami University in Ohio now residing in California. My poems and stories have appeared in numerous literary journals in the United States and internationally in, Canada, Australia, Europe, and Asia. Two of my poems recently appeared in Ten Years of Dos Madres Press.




1 Poem by Diane Webster

FALL DEFIANCE

The October maple leaf
was gifted to me
for its Fall red
wondrousness.
But after a day inside
the leaf curled
until its middle digit
raised defiantly.


Bionote

Diane Webster grew up in Eastern Oregon before she moved to Colorado.  She enjoys drives in the mountains to view all the wildlife and scenery and takes amateur photographs.  Writing poetry provides a creative outlet exciting in images and phrases Diane thrives in.  Her work has appeared in "Philadelphia Poets," "Eunoia Review," "River Poets Journal," and other literary magazines.


1 Poem by Vicki Iorio

Response to #1263

Tell all the truth but tell it slant--

O Emily, I can tell you about slant
rhymes, half rhymes, half moons
my slant, code name for my secret lips

but you are talking about the truth
sometimes slanted, hooded, fakery
not the slant of my pelvic tilt.

Did you ever tilt your world,
rock the Amherst gloom?
If truth be told

gradually, you say
so to dazzle. I think the truth
should not be a blush growing slowly

but a flash of light igniting veins
exposing birds in the the blind--

I fell in love at Mcnally Jackson
\your hair an unapologetic viper's nest

Your words,
an open invitation

Your belly button beneath bare midriff
a sex organ

Your long legs dressed in pimp bell bottoms
He/She/ binary/cis


When you read your poetry
at McNally Jackson

I died and went to heaven
Let's name our daughter McNally Jackson

Private school baby
We drop her off at Smith

and have a New England weekend
you write me poetry

with words pulled from the ropes of your hair


Bionote

Vicki Iorio is the author of the poetry collection, Poems from the Dirty Couch, Local Gems Press, 2013 and the chapbook, Send me a Letter, dancinggirlpress. You can read Iorio's work in Hell strung and Crooked, I Let Go of the Stars, (Great Weather for Media), The Brownstone Poets Anthology, The San Pedro Review, The Mom Egg, Crack the Spine, The Painted Bride Quarterly, The Fem Lit Magazine, Redheaded Stepchild Magazine, The Paper Street Journal, Poetry Bay, Home Planet News,Concise, Cactus Heart, Rattle on line,South Florida Poetry Journal, 521 Magazine,RatsAss Review, New York Times, blog site, Poetry Super Highway, Eratio Poetry Journal, In Between Hangovers, Conch.es, Anti Heroin Chic, Misfit, Califragile Poetry.

2 Poems by Jenny Lu

Joker

strangers across the poker table

i see you

royal flush in your hand

i know it.


you see me

behind my array of cards

undressing me in your head

undoing my mask


and I’ve got you

encapsulated in my smile

that smile

the seductive one,

curve of my lips.


but there are no aces up my sleeve

there are no secrets

you were just a fool

and when you look down again

there

in place of the king:

a joker.



S.S. Evergreens

Sea captains, us two, the boat at our will

Through crashing waves, we steer out of the storm

To moonlight, I swear I will love you still.


When great whites leap, with water the bow fills

Panicked, wet backs against the wind-storm

Sea captains, us two, the boat at our will.


Hold tight, vow safety, to the end I love ’til

Isles afar, red zones, no matter, inform:

To moonlight, I swear I will love you still.


The heavens crack fire, sky looking to kill

But meet our maker, I cannot conform

Sea captains, us two, the boat at our will.


You, panacea, in this temper, my pill

Ice oceans rage, rage, yet you- ever warm

To moonlight, I swear I will love you still.


And I face the night to see white milk spilled

in tides, wishing goodnight, again affirm:

Sea captains, us two, the boat at our will

To moonlight, I swear I will love you still.

3 Poems by Mark J. Mitchell

PUBLIC INSECURITY

                                    Everyone on the inbound bus
                                    thinks their small secrets are safe but
                                    the thin man, three seats from the back,
                                    he sees them all, he knows them all.

                                    That woman—with the gray, askew
                                    face she forgot her lipstick,
                                    but knows it is on the counter,
                                    smiles, knows his wife will find it soon.

                                    And the man in the blue suit and joke
                                    tie—he misplaced his faith—just
                                    last night. He’s sure it will come back,
                                    so he shakes his sure Chronicle.
                     
                                    A mother looks at her short son—
                                    neat in his uniform sweater—bites
                                    back the iron taste in her mouth.
                                    Children should not know their parents.

                                    Watching, he is careful never to take
                                    notes. He won’t draw pictures. That’s
                                    against his rules. It is enough to know
                                    that no one knows the things he knows.



RELIGIOUS VISIONS
                   In my mouth I taste sacrilege    —Sylvia Grénier  Salome
                                                                                   
                                 When you look
                        through ashes
                        the world seems dusty
                        and fingerprints mar
                        the spout on your white
                        teapot. Smoke kisses
                        your eyelids while
                        you watch bus after bus
                        hiss by like seconds
                        and the day seems shot,
                        veined with thin cracks
                        like that antique mirror
                        you see through
                        ash-colored bifocals.


  DAILY REPORT

                                    It’s simple to forget morning
                                    already absent from rear-view mirrors.

                                    Afternoons have no voice,
                                    unless baseball is played below the sun.

                                    A littered table is all that’s left
                                    this evening—names escape lightly

                                    as butterflies. Dreams are scattered
                                    like pennies from a child’s broken bank.


Bionote

Mark J. Mitchell’s latest novel, The Magic War just appeared from Loose Leaves Publishing. He studied writing at UC Santa Cruz under Raymond Carver and George Hitchcock. His work has appeared in the several anthologies and hundreds of periodicals. Three of his chapbooks— Three Visitors, Lent, 1999, and Artifacts and Relics—and the novel, Knight Prisoner are available through Amazon and Barnes and Noble..  He lives with his wife the activist and documentarian, Joan Juster and makes a living pointing out pretty things in San Francisco.




1 Poem by Byron Beynon

THE RED LEAVES


The first red leaves of a Keatsian autumn,
a draught like fire piercing
the dawning air.
They will soon be gone,
beyond the jigsaw of branches,
spent sparks within a creative forge.
Already the unique days
are losing the race,
as individual melodies
fragrant with colour,
scent the hungering wind
as it jingles
a demanding score
that faces the dispossessed horizon,
an impulse of motion
that continued unseen.


Bionote

Byron Beynon lives in Wales. His work has appeared in several publications including Poetry Pacific, Cyphers, The Stony Thursday Book, London Magazine, Poetry Wales, The Yellow Nib and the human rights anthology In Protest (University of London and Keats House Poets). He co-ordinated the Wales' section of the anthology Fifty Strong (Heinemann). Collections include Cuffs (Rack Press), Human Shores (Lapwing Publications) and The Echoing Coastline (Agenda Editions)."


3 Poems by Adrian Slonaker

“The Winning Ticket”


If the tuba-voiced telemarketer I hung up on

won the Megabucks jackpot,

he'd torpedo his reality shitcom

about the vagaries and vicissitudes

of wage-bondage with benefits

before booking a pilgrimage to Sandusky, Ohio

because he longs to

solemnly photobomb Lake Erie.

Then he'd shod his tumid toes with

cobalt blue loafers and

step into an unsteady paso doble solo-

because dollars don't cure klutziness

or loneliness-

in the direction of a diner dripping with

that shade of olive found on '70s stoves for

a lozenge of baklava, and

he'd surprise the sylphlike stranger behind

him with whatever she craved

just to sample casual philanthropy before

hieing himself home to relish his

recently realized raison d'être

as an unrepentant lord of leisure

by juxtaposing jellybean-hued jalopies in

testosterone-streaked classic car classifieds

to determine which one he'd drive

if he knew how and

by crafting and scattering internet rumors like

the ersatz truth that the etymological parent of

Fred Flintstone's “Yabba Dabba Doo”

is an erstwhile Estonian exclamation

that means “Hallelujah!”



“T. dohrnii”


Turritopsis dohrnii is the spitting image of

a slice of maraschino cherry in aspic

surrounded by slender tentacles identical to

the vermicelli-like branches on

my Aunt Penny's fiber-optic Christmas tree.

While randy Imperial Romans rhapsodized over Venus,

Vikings and Skrælings skirmished in Vinland,

Wyomingite women menstruated messily into pioneer petticoats,

Polari-speaking sodomites got arrested in swinging London,

and the French Fifth Republic lopped off its last head,

the immortal jellyfish jauntily propelled itself

or reposed peacefully as a polyp,

smugly shrugging off

our necrophobic neuroses.



“Credit Where It's Due”


She can’t remember not knowing him,

the chocolate house, the one with the gingkos,

and his flame-haired, Liquid Paper-pale presence.

She counted on them as she counted on wet February mornings

and lightning bugs on popsicle-flavoured August nights.

He was the steadfast bastard who missed Marty's make-out party

populated with sure things

just to keep her company when she was scratching her chickenpox,

the bad influence

who procured her inaugural Gauloise,

the confidant who clammed up about her split Levis

despite his God-given gift of gossip.

Years have melted, exams and lovers have been fretted over,

but his exquisitely chosen, obscenity-laden words

were the ones that always soothed her

and made Fanta fly from her nostrils.